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"Dear Ben,

I am very sorry that I had to resort to a card but that's exactly how I feel. I wished I can express my feelings better instead of ending up frustrated and disappointed. Take care of yourself. Will miss you even the few passing moments we had each day. The Lord be with you.

Love,

Meng"

"I'm not very good at saying what I need to say to you...
Sometimes the words don't come at all; sometimes the tears do.
Sometimes I feel like you just don't understand, sometimes I wonder if it's me.
Sometimes I wonder if we're really okay; sometimes your eyes tell me we are.
Sometimes I wish I could hide in your arms; Sometimes I wish you'd want to hide in mine.
Sometimes things are going great and I think it's here to stay; Sometimes I just have to make it through the day.
But sometimes..lots of times..I wonder what's in store for you and me; and sometimes I dream of reaching a place in our lives where we could let the love that lives inside us be the beautiful thing that I know it could be." Jamie Delere